So here’s a brief history of my (re)discovery of Nine Inch Nails.
Firstly, my older brother Dave was into industrial music. I’m not sure to what extent, but I remember him having self-printed posters of Front 242, Front Line Assembly, a Nitzer Ebb album, and Nine Inch Nail’s Downward Spiral. I mean, he was definitely more into your regular alternative rock stuff from the mid 90′s, but I guess he must have dabbled a bit in the industrial scene.
Come to think of it… I wonder how he would even discover these bands? Maybe some real real old online bulletin/message boards? Magazines? Ancient shit.
Anyways, I remember when the video for Closer was getting a lot of attention. I distinctly remember hearing that song a lot when I was kid. I remember thinking that it was really really catchy. I remember the video being one of the strangest music videos I’d ever seen.
I also remember seeing the video/hearing Head Like A Hole. Again I thought the video was really weird. It was sort of seizure-inducing with the rotating robot head thing + really short cuts in between. Also, I remember the song being really catchy.
Then I remember when I moved to the States, I’d started watching MTV. They always had these programs on like Saturday and Sunday afternoons. They would go over controversial videos, or events, or some whack shit that went down in previous years MTV awards. So I remember them going over Madonna’s sex book, her “Erotica” music video, George Michael’s “I Want Your Sex”, and somehow Closer got thrown in there too. I guess tey had banned it or something. They would only played a censored version during the day or something. And I don’t mean like… they cut out FUCK, I mean they cut out several sections of the video that were too controversial.
I distinctly remember when The Fragile was about to be released. I think I’d JUST really got into music then. My CD collection was at either zero or maybe 2 albums. I remember there being so much hype around the release of the album. Double-album, follow-up to their hugely successful The Downward Spiral album. I remember thinking about going to Walmart and buying it lol. But I chickened out or something. When I was first getting into music I felt like there was some weird judgement thing going on when I’d go up to the cashier with this CD in hand. So I rarely bought CDs. Nowadays I take a lot of pride in my music purchases.
I remember a few music videos being released for The Fragile, but I don’t remember them getting a lot of play on MTV. Every so often I might see the video to March of The Pigs on VH1, but that wasn’t even from The Fragile. I’d randomly hear references to the band and Trent Reznor in pop culture (Eminem? Stick nine inch nails between my eyelids). I’d started to get this vision in my head that they were some really deranged band. All their music videos up to that point were pretty fucked up visually. I’d hear about how Trent Reznor was some super dark, depressed, secluded, introvert guy. He was beefing with Marilyn Manson around that time too I think.
Then several years passed. I moved back to Canada. I tried to get into their stuff again during high school, but I guess my obsession with crazy guitar virtuoso shit made NIN sort of useless to me. Sure they had some heavy songs, but all the guitar parts were really simple. I couldn’t listen to the songs for more than a couple minutes. No repeats. And so many of the songs were these weird long drawn out pieces with real quietly whispered lyrics lol. I really didn’t understand what all the hype around the band was all about. I used to listen to the 102.1 The Edge’s History of New Rock with.. I forget his name. Real good dude though. Real good radio program. Some of the episodes would have references to NIN. And my respect for the band grew a little more.
Some more years passed. Again I’d never really hear much about the band. I’d see weirdos in NIN t-shirts. I associated those weirdos with the same weirdos with Tool t-shirts. I thought of them as a band with fans with stupidly elitist standards. And I was trying to get away from that (even though I was very elitist with my taste in music at the time). At the time I felt like NIN fans were just stupid angsty post-gothy types. You know? Dressed in all black with eye liner and shit. Spiked boots and shit lol. They’re all fucking tools.
And just about a month ago I was reading an article on a blog I’ve been following for a while now, This Recording. There was an entry about how a lot of people go through a NIN phase in their lives. And they documented the several stages of fandom. It was interesting. And it gave me a sort of idea of who these NIN fans really are. And I became interested in learning more about the band and Trent Reznor. I was also really interested because I’d recently watched The Social Network and remember the score being really outstanding. Trent Reznor was nominated for an Oscar around that time too (which he ended up winning).
So I went on Youtube. And went through a lot of music videos. Revisited the ones I’d already seen. I felt like I could appreciate them as art rather than a form of promotion for the music and the band. I read up about the band’s history. Learned about how T1000′s brother was in the band, why he left the band, how Filter was formed, Trent’s involvement with Marilyn Manson’s career, and Trent’s struggles with the media and the music industry over the years. I’d watch a bunch of interviews from 15 years ago. All very interesting. Trent wasn’t really at all the person I thought he would be. He would mention how he found himself starting to turn into the person that the media would portray him as. And how that got him into a really bad spot. And you can see elements of that in his interviews from the late 90′s. And then in more recent interviews he seemed so much more relaxed and not afraid to just be himself.
Did I mention the musics REALLY good too? lol
I guess since I’ve personally gone from an instrumentalist/musician role to a producer role, I’ve really come to appreciate NIN a lot more. There’s so much going on in the production. And the mix of sounds are really interesting. Mixing in heavy distorted tones with electronic elements.
I recently acquired the entire discography. I’m really into The Fragile right now. I wonder what would have happened if I’d bought the album back when it came out. How would my taste in music differ? Maybe I would have gotten into music production before guitar virtuosity?